Yup, it was officially the coldest day up to date today. Freezing. I don't recall ever having been so cold in my life. My fingers and toes were frozen stubs, and I seriously wondered about frostbite because I couldn't move my fingers. I couldn't grip my 100 yen coin to give to the McD's cashier! It was pathetic and a little scary...but no worries, all 10 of my toes and fingers are with me and warmed back to life! haha
Well so the theme of this entry is love...and love in Christ, because I sure can't love the way I did today on my own power.
Love entered my mind through my roommate Amanda's old roommate, who sent Amanda some Christmas gifts. Amanda checked the mail on our way out to the train station, and the package was sitting in our box, so she just grabbed it and opened it once we got to the station. One of them was an art project with the lyrics from the song "Hosanna" by Hillsong (I think that's the title anyways). The line that mattered was "show me how to love like you have loved me". The train arrived, and a lady stepped off with her hand covering her mouth with a hankie, and then we boarded. You could already sense something was odd because of the way people were acting, lots of weird stares at each other (and people here do not look each other in the eye normally if you're strangers). Then we saw it. The old man in front of us was wearing a black backpack, and there was a pool of throw up swimming around. It was nasty. And I just stood there shocked as I realized that nobody said anything to the man or tried to help. I was angry, thinking that if the man didn't know he had throw up on his backpack, he should be TOLD by the people who DO know. Frustration sets in. I hear a guy next to me saying "doshio?" (what should we do?) which makes me more angry because I'm thinking "DUH TELL THE MAN AND HELP HIM". Amanda and I are the foreigners, the ones whom Japanese people think are inconsiderate, etc. But these people don't know about Christ's love. They don't help strangers out, and they're not going to help out this stranger by touching another stranger's throw up. Anyways, so the Hillsong line crosses my mind, and Amanda and I look for tissues (which we have a lot of because they pass them out here for free EVERYWHERE haha) and she offers her plastic bag, which she used to protect her Bible. Then we proceed to wipe off the yuck and put it in the plastic bag. And then we sanitized our hands. There was an older lady next to us who kept talking to me in Japanese until I told her I don't understand Japanese. But I could figure out what she was saying a little, and she helped us even though we didn't communicate with each other. She explained to the man what we were doing multiple times. She was nice. Everyone else just watched. Yup.
But the feelings and thoughts that arose in me at that time, permeated throughout the rest of my day. As I stood out in the FREEZING (I promise you it was deathly cold) cold passing out Christmas CDs and Hope dvd offers, I felt the urgency and the need to press on even though I thought I'd have to cut off my toes (haha, I'm sorry I'm so dramatic, but I could NOT feel my toes for the whole time and you can't judge unless you were there - only Amanda and Jude arrowed). I loved being able to finally speak to eldery folk, who I never get any other chance to make any contact with. I loved the one time when a man came back to specifically ask about the Hope dvd offer - yes! I loved it when one person would bravely ask me for what it was I was handing out (this is rare) and then 5 people following each wanted one too haha.
There was a lot of distractions going on at this time though. I've never seen so many people in that amount of land, all competing to be over heard and to pass out things. We were one of the tissue people, except what we were passing out was far more important than tissue hehe. It was very hard to give out our CDs and Hope dvd offers amongst all of that and in the cold, so please continue to be praying for us! I have only 3 more days for this and I don't want to miss any opportunity God might have in store for me! Yay for Christmas!! This year's is extra special for me somehow :)